Sometimes U open up too much with Ppl around U and that's when they start taking U for granted...Ur frank approach may be taken in some undesirable way...
@1 point, U may b the source of a smile to sm1...and @ another juncture, U see urself as a cause of fading smile on somebody's face...an irksome reason for sm1 when U try to be as U were....
U may just do anything to bring a smile on their faces but @ d sem time, U may get hurt by the same Ppl..... U may 4give once...twice...but not again n again....
Their direct words may not come to hurt U but the gradual change in their approach towards U says it all....U may ask why things are getting changed as U never wanted so to happen...but all U get to hear is 'All Is Well'....
U may sense the 10sn in that relationship and try to firmly hold on to it b4 it slips away from ur hands but under the chants of "All Is Well"...
U are just stranded to see Ppl going away from U....or may be U dragged away from them....
U keep on apologizing for an unknown reason and try to know what went wrong....but seldom U get the actual facts to know.....
U try to hide ur anger and frustration but it finally takes a toll on U....but still U just keep quiet as U never wanted to complicate things and insult sm1 which is the easiest option available to react in such a situation...neither do U want to open up to the person hurting/ignoring U again as U did it few times in the past but things never changed in a +ve way.
In such a situation, one just feels like "Goli Maar Bhejeme, Ke Bheja Shor Karta Hai..."....
That's why I am thankful to FB which is my 1st love..always ready to listen to me....wud never change (unless Mark decides so)...the coolest part is that most of the readers doesn't get what U say and only U urself know that U have vented out everything.........and finally slept peacefully ;)
I Love U My Darling Facebook....Muuuaaaaahhhhhhhhh !!!! :)
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